Paintthepictureonsilence's Journals

I'm alive

hey everyone. I'm back. I was so busy with all this shit so sorry.

Make you wanna puke much?

Okay so you may have heard this band just broke up. You may have also heard a certian rumor about sprout. Well, haha, said rumor is true. The fag had sex with a 16 year old girl. And how old is he..hmm...32?(I think, either that or 34) Thats an 18 year age difference. I hope his ass rots in prison. He ruined everything for his band. Not only that, but for the icing on the cake, the girl goes to my school! Yea. Pathetic.

I have a new blog.

http://brainleekage.blogspot.com/

Poem might turn out to be a song...

So I've been writting A TON lately and I was wondering if I could get some feed back, positive or negative, on a poem I'm in the process of writting. It might even turn out to be a song. Either way, I'd like your thoughts. If you think it totally sucks its okay haha.

Do you know what youâ�™ve done to me
Did you really even care
How could you make me feel this way
Itâ�™s a pain I just canâ�™t bare

My hearts cut open an itâ�™s bleeding for you
I just want you to know
There wont come a day when I donâ�™t think of you
I just canâ�™t let you go

I want you back in my life, but I know its impossible
You said that youâ�™ve stopped and that youâ�™ve changed
What a bunch of fucking lies, but I believed them anyway
The dust was in your eye all along

So people can stop asking XD

okay so I seem to get this question often - Uhm what does your username mean??

Okay I don't know why so many people have asked but here it is - A painter paints his pictures on a canvas. But musicians paint their pictures on silence. Get it now haha?

Another poem

okay so I had to write a poem for preschool lab about child abuse so I thought I'd post it on here. Its the shortest thing I ever written but I'm not good at writing about something I've never actually been through.

Daddy's large fist, red on my face.
Mommy screams in disgrace.
His hands smell of sweat and dew.
My face is now black and blue.

Mommy screams "No, Stop! She's just a little girl!"
But that didn't stop daddy from giving me one more hurl.
Daddy's now in prison, and mommy's in distress
Because that night, daddy laid me to rest.

Like it? Love it? Hate it?
Let me know people :]

I was editing it and changed two small things, which one do you guys like better?(if any)

Daddy's large fist, red on my face.
Mommy screams in in so much disgrace.
His hands smell of sweat and poo.
My face is now black and blue.

Mommy screams "No, Stop it! She's my little girl!"
that didn't stop him from giving me one more hurl.
Daddy's now in prision, and mommy's in distress
Because on that very night, daddy laid me to rest.

Poem

So yeah I wrote this, its about my brother. It's not my best but there is just something about it that I like. I hope you like it....

He was young; a father, brother, and a son
He was my brother for fourteen years but, I truly only knew him for one
All of the sudden he was taken away
I will never forget that phone call on that awful arctic winter day

If only I could turn back time
Before he committed that horrible crime
Oh how I wish I could erase every fight
Especially that one on our very last night

I will never forget those last words I said
I hate you Kris as my face flushed with red
If only he knew what a lie that was
Oh gosh, I really hope he does

Heroin was his cause of death
That needle took his last breath
But, he wasn't the only one to pay
I still cry every single day

I get so many nightmares were I watch him die
And all I can do is sit back and cry
As he takes the drug and turns as white as a snow
My heart experiences an all time low

Why won't the sorrow disappear?
Why can't I stop shedding the tears?